End of Semester

as the semester is winding down things seem to bee winding up. each load of homework seems to be doubleing by the second. in each class i find myself doing hours on homework and only homework. eveything is all coming together and really matters and i realized that i need to step up and start going. one night i had a dream that i had a huge project due the next day and forgot all about it. i was scrambling during the whole dream trying to create this project from scratch. i needed to make a suclture which was worth all my grade and as i was making it it kept falling apart and breaking which made me frusterated but i continured to work as everything that i kept doing would fall off or break. i did not want to quit because i needed to do that homework in order to pass but then i finally gave up thinking that it was to hard and i failed. but then for some reason i began to work againand got the perservernce to contiue working and finish. and i finished it and i woke up

Thanksgiving

over the past week i have been at home which was a change after living here for a couple months. being back at home made me realize that i do really enjoy humboldt more then i do back at home. i like the people back at home and some of the old activities that i did but here it is so much more beautiful and i love being so close to the woods. back at home i am always surrounded by buliding houses or some sort of structue. there is no place that i can truley be in nature and relax. there are so many people ther and it is always so congested. i would love to live in a place where i could just be surrounded by nature right by the beach with not very many people so i willl not be bothered. i really want to travel the world and see all the world wonders  that i have never  seen. i think that im going to go to new zealand and and maybe one day i could even live in a polace that pretty. humboldt has opened up my eyes showing me that this isnt the only place out there there is so much more out there in the world and i need to live my life filled with experieces not with other insignificant things that wont really matter in a few years. people have a lot of their veiws twisted and disotrted but i think that ive finally figured out what i proioities are

rain, rain, rain

Being from Long beach i am not particularly use to all the rain up here in humboldt county . it rains alot here and im still adapting to all the mositure. but because of the rain is why this place is so beautiful and why i love going into the forest and seeing all the wonderful plants and life that this rain water brings. one night i was dreaming that i was in the forest with my freinds taking a night hike and then it started pouring and for some werid reason i was inly in a bathing suit and i was really cold but then the rain stopped. and it was all sunny and we contiued on our journey only to find out that i was going to rain even harder so we started to make a shelter out of sticks and logs and anythiing that we could find that would help and shelter us form the wind. as we collected the sticks the clouds blew in thickly with a greyish black tint to them, we knew that the storm was near and scrambled to finsih our shelter. when we did we all huddled inside and hoped it wouldnt break. then it started to rain, then harder then so hard that our shleter broke exposing us to the storm. then we began to run back to our rooms and i woke up. i hope that this dream never comes ture becuase that would not be fun at all pplus it would be very cold.